Someday

someday i know u will regret coz u let me go
someday i know u will regret coz u let me down
someday when i see u around i will just smile at you
someday i wont be the same anymore
someday when u beg for me i wont go down for u anymore
someday when my world is back...u wont be in it anymore
someday when u see me u will regret to leave me

yes i do believe u'll regret to leave me boy
no matter how bad u treated me or me who treated u bad
i still not worth living in ur torturing shadow
life is keep moving on
time is changing
i don't want waste any more time just to cry over you
some1 who doesn't even care for me....i had enough...
even i do missing you...but someday i do believe u'll get back just want me back
i do believe someday us....no more story between us

when that day comes...u and me, us just a history
believe me when i said so
coz i know....
maybe now my heart still open too big coz the pain wont go away...
but someday...one day in that fine day u'll regret to lose me as a girl who ever be present in ur life even just a blink of eyes...bcoz i am PRECIOUS....

how i wish

how i wish u cried like a baby
how i wish u felt the same pain
how i wish u asked for my apologizes
how i wish u knelt beg for me back
how i wish ur heart broken into the pieces

how i wish....my only wish just want u back into my life
is it too much?
yeah i think for a man like you will be too much right?
i was sarcastic laughing for my pathetic life coz u spit me out
after you tossed my world upside down..
this pain still remain....

i do try to forget u...i keep on forgetting to forget about u, about us...
but still i am missing u at the end...
ur words, ur touched still linger at me...tell me how i have to "delete" u in my life?
u even didnt give me a chances to made it...not even an explanation..
no words came out from u...tell me how i shud move on when my heart stuck on u?

no matter how hard i've tried...i still crying...i still in pain...and the worst part....I am MISSing YOU....

Pain

every time thinking of u my heart become so sick
why u have to left me breathless?
why we couldn't make it?
is it our faults to be in love with different ways?
until now i still cant figure all things out...

time is keep changing
i cant return back all things that we've done
recall all memories is the only thing that i can do
the pain that us carved in our heart must be stayed forever
it must be stayed as a crack which will hurt us...

seeing u nowadays killing me softly...
it's like my heart jump down to my stomach...do u know how it feels?
how i wish u knew it...coz i want u crying with me every night
when the morning comes, i always afraid to walk out from my safety zone to c the world
coz i afraid life will laugh to my pathetic world which desperately need hope coz losing you..

how i wish someday, some1's out there gonna pick all the pieces and glue it back together
maybe not now...but i believe someday...

love is love

if love is hurt why we still want it so badly?
if love is a poison why we still want to try it?
if love was a mistake, why human being want break the rules to make this mistake?

a lot of questions that remain but still there are no logical answers when it comes to love things.
is it a mistake when u chose a wrong man/ woman as Ur partner?
is it our heart's fault to fall for some1 who even doesn't care bout our heart?

all i know loving some1 never be a big mistake
it isn't heart's fault when it choose the wrong person to be in love with
it just a heart which really fragile and need to be taking care

love is an experience
love is pure
love is tragedy
love is tears
love is pain
love is sin
love is happiness
love is cherish
love is mistake
love is smile
love is sincere
love is sadness
watever it is love is love...this feeling will be inside human's heart forever like it or not bcoz love is true...<3<3

P.S yeah maybe true i couldnt take care ur heart, i did hurt u...but i do care about u...and i was falling for u long time before u did...if u think i was a mistake i am sorry coz u have broke ur rules to tried it with me...thx for ur love...*some1 out there*

crushed

Always thought someday you would notice me, more than friends you would see me differently….
Then I heard you’re so in love with her
And now where am I?

I’m crushed so crushed
cause I always thought that it would be the two of us
And I’m dying inside, every time I see you walking hand in hand
It just makes me cry my tears don’t seem to dry and that’s why, I’m crushed

Used to be couldn’t wait to talk to me
You would share your secrets you would share your dreams you would tell me everything…
if I could only hold you now…
Now It’s her who gets to be your girl and kiss your lips

I was getting up the nerve to finally tell you all the things I feel for you
Now everything is wrong, the chance is gone
She’s come along and ripped my dreams in two

And baby i am crushed….:’(

Beauty from the pain

The lights go out all around me...One last candle to keep out the night and then the darkness surrounds me...
I know I'm alive, but I feel like I died
And all that's left is to accept that it's over
My dreams ran like sand through the fists that I made
I try to keep warm but I just grown colder
I feel like I'm slipping away

My whole world is the pain inside me
The best I can do is just get through the day
When life before is only a memory
I wonder why God lets me walk through this place
And though I can't understand why this happened
I know that I will when I look back someday
And see how you've brought beauty from ashes
And made me as gold purified through these flames

Here I am at the end of me, trying to hold to what I can't see
I forgot how to hope, this night's been so long
I cling to your promise, there will be a dawn

After all this has passed, I still will remain
After I've cried my last, there will be beauty from pain
Though it won't be today...Someday I'll hope again
And there will be beauty from pain and you'll bring beauty from my pain

Time will heal

Hard times flowing and my eyes couldn't see stars shining
My heart couldn't feel the beauty of the rising sun
And I'm lost like a bottle that floats in the sea forever
Will somebody pick up my hope? Will somebody try? Will I realize?

cause it's broken, Something got broken like stolen
Stolen like if it was stolen And hurting
I have been hurting and now Only time will tell & will heal

Can't believe it's over, I watched the whole thing fall
If I only knew days were slipping past, that the good things never last

Just pieces of truth that I chose to keep
No matter if now they are gone, No matter if I am alone
Still I can get back on my feet and walk on...
As I know there was something to learn...
I know there will always be more worth moving on for...:)

your memories still stick to me as you were part of me...