Numb...:((

my heart numb how i wish all of this is really our games...
everything has changed and i dont know what should i do..
i am giving u all inside of me...
i throw my pride and always show my feelings to you...
but it never works out for us..

i want real us..
i know it's impossible...
yeah i am lil princess who believe in happy ending fairytale
i only want u to be honest with urself, me and us...

now i really dunno what shud i expected from u after all...
i really comfortably numb...
this time i promise u...if u never try hard to get me back i wont stay..
this time is ur time...not me anymore...i am tired to keep chasing you who never show me anything...really nothing...:(
it's ur war...not mine...once u let me go i'll never back...i really do mean it...even though i know one day i'll miss u in my lonely days...i am hurting real bad in our happiness...:((

Secret love

maybe this is my destiny
admire some1 without being loved
it's ok for me
as long as u r happy in ur life

it's such a long time i am hiding this feeling
waiting for ur heart to welcome myself
it's ok for me
loving you is my own happiness

i want u to know here i am waiting for you
even though i have to wait till the end of my life
and wishing this feeling will be endlessly stay

please let me to hug you for only this time
to say goodbye forever
and let this feeling be happy even just a second

Do you?

please tell me have you ever love me?
yes do you love me?
all those questions still remain in my mind
i really dont know what u feel about me...

we are just too far to know each other heart
is it what we want? depends on each other? i cant relieve those questions
i never know the reasons why...
u never say those 3 words or show me anything...
u r making me confused, i am hanging here dont u see me?
i need a sign, i need ur anwer, i need ur statement babe....please dont torturing me anymore...:(
it real hurt...how i wish u were here...

if u dont love me, let me go i do try to forget u...i still keep on forgetting u...:(
i dont know why we are playing our heart...i dont feel it fun anymore
i do sad...my wish i could see u one day...and i know it's impossible
but all i know...i am fall in love with you baby...<3<3