You know who u are...

what am i to u?
i am still keep going with this mistake
i should not....
and u know that

i cant accept ur past
yeah i knw all the things
yeah i try to control these feelings inside here
it mixed up
u burn me with those memories u had
and she still want u eventhough u say no
with those past tht u had, i really cant accept it
i am sorry

forever u and me will never be
no way for us
i cant be her and i will never be her
if u still want to play around
dont blame me for what i'll do for u
this is just a game and no feelings will attach...
i've told u once and it wont be twice, boy...

we'll be fine

let me walk by myself
i am good without anyone around
i am used to it
dont treat me well
i am just scared cant let u go at the end

just let me live
this time let me be me
i cant hold onto what are people talking behind me
i am tired...yes i am denying it
i am ok with it...i can give it up
dont think about me and my fragile heart
it'll getting stronger

better we cut it off now
before i cant let u go at all
i am ok to be alone
as long as u r happy
then i'll be fine at the end

time for us to separate

now the party's over, everybody's gone
left with myself and i
I wonder what went wrong
it's against all from the inside
i am denying all the things
before it's too deep
i just want to stop it

better for us to separate now
i cant continue it anymore
i just scared to keep moving with u
i just cant choose between u and him
U just cant live between me and him...u should knw that...!!!

it's better to stop now before it's too late
better for u to get back with her
she still waiting for u to come back
there will be no ways for us...u and me never was and never will boy

thx for treated me so well
but i cant give u any chances
live ur life well an i'll be fine...
one day when we'll meet again hopefully both of us will be fine
and smile to each other

Confusion

time is not with me anymore
it's keep ticking impatiently
I am lost
where are we?
what are our boundaries?
u just keep going and coming back
in time u rest ur soul
and suddenly i becme so unreal
i am confused
how to let go the past and hold on to my future
yet i just hold onto my past and try to against my future

is it the game?
do u knw it from the start?
am i selfish?
i never want to hurt ppl
i just want this game just between us
no others involve
it cut me once and it still bleeding
i dont want people just come around and join this game

set me free
let me go
just give back my life
and the breath that you've taken from me
only for this time...so i wont waste it anymore
it'll be enough for both of us

Am i Hungover?

with every move i die

Carousel of life

Those memories
yeah i still can recall all of it
i hate how we had our nick name

u called me ur lil princess
but then i am not ur princess anymore
how i hate it until now
i hate how ppl call me a "princess", it reminds me of u alot
because at the end of the day i knw they'll spit me out like u did

if i was ur lil princess then why u hurt me
u supposed to be the one who take care me
some one who protect me not hurting me

life is so cruel...when i believe to that fairy tale which u would be my prince
and set me free from my loneliness jail
and we would live happily ever after
but NO...it is not a fairy tale

the truth is u r not the one
u are hurting me real bad
this game will always like merry-go-round for u
i'll always be the one who chasing u but i will never ever can touch U
u knw how the rules are working right?

yeah we knw it and i am accepting my destiny that we wont be at the same path
but plz dont force to jump on the edge of this cliff
bcoz i've died long time ago since u left
and i just dont want carve anymore pain in here...