Pieces

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it's the only thing that I have

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

On my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

Have u?

have u ever think about me?
have u ever miss me?
have u ever wish to b wif me?
have u ever see our future?
yes what i mean have u see me in ur future?

it was a mistake from the very beginning
we played the game tht we think it was fun
it's not fun anymore yeah?
at the end one of us being fooled by this stupid game
yeah i am lose in this game
slowly i see u walk away being tired of it

where am i now? i am in the middle of nowhere
i am hanging on there...somewhere really empty
nothing there...even i cant see u or ur heart around...

i dun blame u at all...yes never will
remember it was our game yeah?
it's about win and lose?
and at the end who lose going to be a loser and left out alone
that's the rule...

=)

dont ask me why
dont ask me how
dont ask me what
just dont ask me anythin
be there and understand me

maybe i am not perfect...
yes i am far from perfect...
please dont ask me anythin even though i know u want to know everything

i am not trying to push u away
even if i do....forgive me
i am not trying to be fake
even if i do....u'll see me one day
hold on...be patience
i need learn more...it's hurting when inside here empty
but when i met u...i knew u r different

see me and accept me as who i am
i was born to express the feeling not to impress any1
i am still learning and it hurts ppl sometimes but they wont care
please be there and hold me...i'll change for u and world...
i promise it tht day will come and u'll see the different me and the world
promise me u'll smile at tht day no  tears will be shed....love you friend....always and ever...:)

If Only

tears or smile?

love or lust?

wants or needs?

is it me or her?

what happened to us?

i mean u and me...

where are we heading to?

why all i see is u with her? where am i?

what is she doing between us?

why u gave me tears when u r the only one who can make me smile?

why i loved u when all u feel is lust?

why u want me in ur life when only u need me?

is it me that u want or her who beside u?

i told u once to be patience

distance is never easy...if only u can hold it a bit longer

just if only...

how i wish....never make a wish anymore

coz what i have if only....