how i wish

how i wish u cried like a baby
how i wish u felt the same pain
how i wish u asked for my apologizes
how i wish u knelt beg for me back
how i wish ur heart broken into the pieces

how i wish....my only wish just want u back into my life
is it too much?
yeah i think for a man like you will be too much right?
i was sarcastic laughing for my pathetic life coz u spit me out
after you tossed my world upside down..
this pain still remain....

i do try to forget u...i keep on forgetting to forget about u, about us...
but still i am missing u at the end...
ur words, ur touched still linger at me...tell me how i have to "delete" u in my life?
u even didnt give me a chances to made it...not even an explanation..
no words came out from u...tell me how i shud move on when my heart stuck on u?

no matter how hard i've tried...i still crying...i still in pain...and the worst part....I am MISSing YOU....